I apologise it has been quite awhile since I have posted; everything has been pretty much the same with me; pain; exhaustion; and busy with CD planing and law coursework.
However recently I’ve found everything seems to be going wrong. For example, the admission for London, small things seems to have went wrong with almost every plan during the CD recording and planning for our launch and sadly due to unwanted and inappropriate attention on my blog I thought that I was going to have to shut it all down.
At times over the last week or so I’ve just wanted to quit it all; things keep coming up against me and it feels like it’s just not possible to continue anymore. However thankfully other people have made me see sense; it really is true; satan has been trying to get in the way of me serving and glorifying God through this blog and my CD. God has shown me not to let any of this get in the way and I will NOT stop from using the gifts God has given to me and I will not let satan come between me and my Heavenly Father for NOTHING CAN SEPARATE ME FROM CHRIST OR HIS LOVE.
“For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.” Romans 8:38-39.
We live in a world full of bad things; evil; heartache and disappointments. However faith is not an insurance policy, Jesus warns us that suffering will happen. Although the wonderful thing is that we get to go through this life, whether it’s good or bad, with Jesus.
Last week was bad however God’s goodness and faithfulness outweighs it all. Satan will not stop me from following God and His plans for my life. Satan will not stop me from launching this CD or from posting on this blog, because nothing can separate us from Christ. God’s love never changes regardless of what is going on around me I don’t need to be afraid because God’s love never fails. Therefore it is time for me to stop worrying, it is time to forget about the past week, it’s in the past, I need to look forward, take a deep breath and trust in God. I will not quit, satan keeps trying to block my way therefore God will give me the strength to keep fighting all the more.
“God is there, ready to help, I’m fearless no matter what. Who or what can get to me?” Hebrews 13:6.
If you are reading this and feeling this way right now, if you are weary, facing obstacles or whatever else may be going on, please remember do not quit, God’s love never fails and nothing can separate you from Him.
“When things go wrong as they sometimes will; when the road you’re trudging seems all uphill; when the funds are low and the debts are high and you want to smile but you have to sigh; when care is pressing you down a bit, rest, if you must, but don’t you quit. Life is strange with its twists and turns as every one of us sometimes learns, and many a failure turns about when they might have won had they stuck it out. Don’t give up though the pace seems slow, and you may succeed with another blow. Success is failure turned inside out, God’s hidden gift in the clouds of doubt. And you never can tell how close you are, it may be near when it seems so far. So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit. It’s when things seems worst that you must not quit.”