I wasn’t sure whether to update or not because honesty I don’t have a lot to say. All I can say right now is, I need God’s strength, I need you to pray for me.
Last week I dislocated a rib, which is still hurting a lot. This week I found out that despite being on the emergency list for London I will not be going over to start treatment until the end of this year/start of next year. Never did I think I would be in this sitaution or have a dislocated shoulder for so long. Never did I think I would be in so much pain, feel so weak and struggling so much. But I am. I desperately need the strength to get through all of this right now, I’m fed up and the truth is, having Ehlers-Danlos syndrome is horrible. In fact I don’t even have a word to describe how much I hate this illness or how life-changing it has been.
I pray that things change soon, I need God to carry me through this right now. This is no quality of life for any person to have, but right now I don’t really have a choice but to pray for change.